Glorybeginsatwonder

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I hope you're happy by Glorybeginsatwonder, literature

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I hope you're happy

verse Since you left me, I have broke so, Many bones. I, Hope that makes it, Easier for you. So much pain and, Agony- it's, All in vane; I, Still can't sleep. I Hope you're happy, knowing that I'm not. chorus And I'm not kidding- not this time I'm so real, and genuine; I hope your happy knowing that I'm not. verse Can't abide by, Suicide, al- ready tried. I Died inside. It's, Easier that way. Won't blame you; I, Won't hate you- I, Don't need to. I, Can't get through. I, Hope your happy knowing that I'm NOT! I wrote this song. Isn't it so absurd? It sounds so wrong, yet I meant every word! And now you're gone; thing

comatose by Glorybeginsatwonder, literature

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comatose

You slipped into a coma- that's easier for me. I broke your heart too many times, and now you're finally free. You never really left me; you merely slipped away and every day I visit, and every day I pray. I pray you'll come back to me. I pray you'll be alright. I pray it's not too dark out there. I pray you'll find the light. I searched my heart when you left. I tried to find a way: a way to move beyond you; a way to be okay. And I found many answers; There were many roads to take. I could have just been angry. I could have just been fake. I thought of being bitter; to blame you for my pain, or going to an asylum, and

that which you love by Glorybeginsatwonder, literature

One like the other by Glorybeginsatwonder, literature

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One like the other

pausing blissfully in the disgrace that is my manicured hands. I wonder how to put this; just like every other. Not a word spoken that I didn't think about carefully. Though it hardly matters! (I've said so much already.) Everything I mean- until tomorrow. Inevitably I discover there was only one truth. Tucked away on the robust wheels of this cognitive thought, and then it falls out, pathetically: I am my dirty little secret- shrunken into a corner, skinny little limbs falling around my torso,

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things I had once by Glorybeginsatwonder, literature

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things I had once

I had disco once, and broadway, surfing, rock music, photography, teaching, journalism,, dance, on and on it goes, but disco was faint, And she had me, in all my stupid slumber: nearly 17 months, but I didn't get it. We're moving on now- she to her backstage secrets that she hates, and I to my spotlight, where everyone gets to dance with my soul. Is it pity or anger that I feel? Neither, and both. I was jealous for a while, but now I am taking off my stage make-up, and I'm still beautiful. She's offstage: still painted, still performing, still lost. And I love her; and it hurts.

It's gonna come back to you. by Glorybeginsatwonder, literature

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It's gonna come back to you.

and these words don't sound right and we won't be okay and I walked away from love and you laughed right in my face and you mocked me and that's okay but you mocked love and you will pay You think heaven has a back door sneak your way in come back for more Burn my fingertips; lost identity You can leave me here. Just you wait and see It's gonna come back to me 'Stood by the door to our old room I heard all the words that you said I think you thought you'd fooled me I was just livin like I was dead I watched as they all undressed me Convinced myself you gave a damn I pushed all the pain so deep inside I listened to heaven

Thats where the pain went... by Glorybeginsatwonder, literature

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One like the other by Glorybeginsatwonder, literature

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Shame by Glorybeginsatwonder, literature

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It's gonna come back to you.

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The Glory Cup by Glorybeginsatwonder, literature

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The Glory Cup

We are the walls. We are the war. We are the way home. Giants, Warlords, Conquerors, and Masterminds; These few successfully navigate our labyrinth. Others flicker, like waning candle light in a greater darkness, before they are snuffed by the angrily awoken winds. "None shall pass!" Roar the legion guards, but the wild at heart do not stumble; do not flicker; do not fear. They embrace. Cold is evident here; skin blistered by frostbite, lined with goosebumps that ache. Darkness is deep here; Eyes that scream out towards a nonexistent light, begging for the shadows to stop. No voice, no sign of man, But a raging whi

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Mar 8
Canada
Deviant for 12 years
john-mcquillan-jr.blogspot.com
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Father of five, husband to the only women I could ever have seen myself marrying, cook in a small kitchen, nerdy ol dad on a computer, living, loving, searching, sleeping, old soul, battered heart, wouldn't trade a second.

Favourite Visual Artist

God

Favourite Movies

rambo, star wars, RE, Godfather, and any other typical guy type blood & violence flick.

Favourite TV Shows

Supernatural, Fear Factor, Star Trek, SG, Chuck...

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Brooks & Dunn, Bon Jovi, Snow Patrol, Delirious?

Favourite Books

Vampire Earth series, Dangerous Woman, Treasure Island, Bible

Favourite Writers

E.E Knight, Edgar Allan Poe, C.S. Lewis, Louis Lamour, Paul the apostle

Favourite Games

Battle Pirates, SWC, any SW game

Favourite Gaming Platform

Xbox

Tools of the Trade

cooking utensils

Other Interests

God, my wife, my kids, a world in need.

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Glorybeginsatwonder

Sep 26, 2011

good goes bad

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So, family life continues to hold out well, but I get this call from an ass of a boss. I am doing just fine at work as far as I know, but he calls and says"Yah, so we have to cut back on hours so we are letting you go, as of yesterday." Not a good way to end my day off :P. Love the kids and wife, so I am gonna make the most of the short time I have at home before I take another useless job. In a bit of a scrap with God right now, but I'll get over it. Challenge: 1 pic a day minimum.

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Glorybeginsatwonder

Sep 3, 2011

Finding my way back to ink

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So it has been a long time since I wrote anything poetic or snapped any pics, or any sort of art aside from the goofball stuff I do for my crew in my addictive BP video game, and creating masterpieces in the kitchen. Used to be a DA addict, but got obsessed with vengeance and making someone I had loved hurt for what they did, so I shut it down. Well, I am back. Its been too long, and I miss that part of me. I am much more enriched by the good things in life now, and I want a chance to share that as well as remember the harder times. Over the next year or so a mix of old and new will show up here. Much of it may seem like it comes from

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